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Everyday is a planned day, regardless if it is a bad day...



never say never! the music of the night is in my ears, enchanting melody mingled with tears, flowing down, mingled with fears that tomorrow may be the last for years... This place is 'tainted' but look to the sun. For morning and light are not all it brings, it shines HOPE amongst other things... Tomorrow is nigh, a sleep between, seeing you again and all that that means... :) this is my last though, there shall be no more. * this little bird has no idea if she is still on the same page. my song is still about morning and what it brings ... *... In the morning... I'll be here I'll be here... Reminders everywhere is an understatement for me... :( surprise tomorrow, remember... :( sad to say i'm looking forward to it... see u then i spose. Oh dear...I'm trying really hard and i'm failing miserably... I can't give in again today...but reminders are everywhere :( Don't let it Slide.. :( Somehow here is gone... Good luck.. I pray for strength for both of us. You deserve my silence.. Let us strive to do what's right then, and let time do its mending.. Where will this road lead? Only time can tell.. Only time.. Goodbye Thank you so much... and I mean that sincerly :(That sounded harsh... it wasn't meant like that and I hope it wasn't taken like that. You were right... thats all I can say... :(Yes, i understand. It did. Today I need to be strong and give time its place to work. I need to let this message be the last... it pains me much but needs to be done... can you understand that? Today's planning spawned a big fat nothing.. I pray yesterdays meet went well though! * I do :) I hope you know I do... I hope you know now... I hope you do... *I hope that didn't come out wrong... I just want to know...You asked me the other day why I want this... all your actions show me that you care but I want to know why?I'm working on that... I decidedly dislike written communication for fear of misinterpretation... Are you still doing what is good for you, by the way? You are not stressing me... :( I don't need you to tell me, I know where you stand and I know what needs to be done, I do not want to stress u anymore. :( I am just battling to make most things seem worthwhile right now... in retrospect the decision i am battling with is not a decision to be made (like I thought it was) it is a decision already made that I need to come to terms with... and I cannot be clearer than this, now, here... :(This is not just about me though... it would be unfair of me to tell you what to do when I don't know how this is all going to turn out... I wish I knew what you were trying to decide though... 'this' what is: 'this'? is 'this' an overcoming of some emotion? is 'this' a goodbye? is 'this' meant to be a letting go? What is 'this'? Lastly, is 'this' helping you? Yes, 'this' for me will always be about you... didn't see it sorry. I am starting to think that maybe i'm not helping you . am i making this harder? Right now I am going to stick with 'fries or no fries' as my final answer :( and my huge decision is happening regardless, it is just my attitude that needs mending methinks...my perspective needs changing... ever seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? I wonder if that is the route i need to go... what are you trying to decided? Maybe I can help? Right now I am feeling quite bummed... Ever had a huge decision to make, a life-changing one, and it just does not seem important anymore.. it is not a priority... it does not have relevance... it should, by golly it should... but it doesn't. it is overshadowed by a mind which cannot escape itself... 'leaving' is a distant 2nd place right now :( and about the three types of love... 'why would i be talking about that?' Basically, one area of fulfilment is the giving and receiving of all 3... I found it 2 minutes before I saw this message. I can't believe I said that... I have to ask you something, why were you talking about the three types of love?
Sea disk/. . ./my Music/(a) only time . . Keep looking.. Beautiful song.. Only time can tell... "The sun is shining, the weather is sweet..." What I wouldn't do for a year from nows' meet... On a day like this, with a light breeze too...an 'uncomplicated' stroll... just us two...or a day outside of time should this ne'er be.. should i finally finish that blinking time machine. I wish I could give you an answer but I can't. (I hate highveld and the freaken' killers right now!) understood... i would still like to know, because before me sit two doors... and both are tempting and both have their setbacks... either one has a deciding factor, and I am trying to reach that point... and I am failing... my heart and my head are colliding... sometimes literally! Goodness knows i'm not ready... but goodness also knows that I may never be... How do you feel about that? Only you can make that decision. It's not about me... its your adventure and you need to go when you are ready, that is the most important thing. is that not an answer you're ready to give yet :( ? Is it better if it is sooner...? Would the distance help... The bird that was told knows that the time is going to come sooner or later for the other bird to fly north for the winter... Just one of those things really... Funny you should say that, I was thinking it... :) all women though, not just the preg ones, hey ;) And still... the bird that was told was the bird that didn't need to hear it, surely. :( The bird only told one other little bird...Blurted it out but not in front of anyone else... did you know that chocolate isn't good for birds? great for women though...if it was me, and i was that bird, i'd be heartily peeved right now, so peeved! i am sure that although the chance is there, it is so slim so as to be almost non-existant... i am sure that it also does not depend on any birds, but rather on circumstances... and lastly... this bird would surely never fly without a goodbye. Not in the least, it brought about a hearty laugh! A little bird who can't help tweeting too much mentioned that another bird might be taking flight tonight... Happy, so happy this is the case... and delighted your phone is now fixed, hope it didn't cause too much suffering! The joy was far greater! And I've just discovered a broken telephone... (Or one that was thought to be broken, just tampered with!) What was found was perfect... :) Tears... Did the smile outweigh the frown? Did the joy outweigh the pain? Perhaps what was found was unnecessary and ill-advised... :( Perhaps the thing itself can comfort you from the heaviness it caused? I pray the road to recovery is paved and short... I had an interesting morning...I found something unexpected that reduced me to tears but made me smile from the inside, out at the same time... With all the noise surrounding me this morning its very quiet, too quiet! ...*Maybe because what you need can't be received from those people? Perhaps you cannot receive all three kinds of love from the people you're around? Perhaps your fulfilment lies in the receipt of all three? Perhaps what you need now is not love but time... How can I be sure of anything really? How can I help from here? Can I help from anywhere... :(One certainly does not stop thinking of the other surely. . . How is it that the mind is held captive by another, so much so that whilst surrounded by friends one still feels.. . . Lonely. In answer, i know how it feels to be surrounded by special people, yet still feel lonely.. But i do not know how to remedy this :( sorry. . * does one person think of another more than the other? between strawberry swings, sunsets and storms, memories linger like music of the night... *
how is it that you can be around so many special people and still feel lonely? *
Loneliness abounds, as the rain pours down and the desire for company astounds.. For this weather it seems, conjours up dreams best left to lie . . . * Blue skies and rainbows.. green parks and picnics.. smiles no frowns... certainly eventually. And as to the not sure how part, that'll just make them more beautiful when they happen... Again, the joy is appreciated due to the pain... for without the one, the other has no value... Hang in there, one day at a time... it'll happen... it'll happen * rainbows tend to come out after the storm... The thunder and lightning is crashing all around but the blue skies will come back one way or another. just not sure how *I had an interesting day. Received something I didn't think I would, left something I hope will be found and didn't say anything I wasn't supposed to, as hard as it was... Everything will work out for the best, I just wish it would work out quickly! *Sleep was my friend for longer than i intended :( i hope clarity is clearer than hoped for by way of balance.. Again good luck with your interesting day. . . * Sleep is welcome.. :( to the rising of the sun.. Good luck.. Good luck.. Technology is not your friend. Sleep however, is... Sunrise welcomes clarity* Perhaps a light question for now... what was the weather percieved as last night? *
Perhaps i can help? Perhaps writing them down somewhere safe to be read tomorrow? Perhaps.. perhaps questions are running through her mind...
Might she be leaning toward numbess? Could she fall under 'Sad'? :(She might be sitting on that swing, going from hi to low and back again. she might be in her old room remembering what home is like, the good things and the bad! Why is the world mad? * I wonder how interesting my day will be.. It will be void of something (one) important.. I wonder if i will see her tonight? Time will tell. . * Very interesting indeed * Morning shall prove to be interesting... Strawberries are for good days... not days when the world is going mad around you. Why is it that when you need everyone around you, the paw-paw hits the fan? *... not a strawberry swing? eat a berry today. And not a strawberryIF today is planned, then that means tomorrow is planned, meaning that those incidents last week were planned before they happened, making them okay? Immoral, but okay? Irresponsible, but okay? For if they were planned, however Immoral they were, they were destined. I suppose that still makes them wrong, but helps me realise why I still feel no regrets for what happened... maybe even the last day of the rest of my life... if i don't plan to eat and drink something! and today is going to be the first day of the rest of my life, regardless of where that leads. My days pretty unplanned. [1] My day is a planned day -- everyday. Is it the same for another person's day -- everyday?Everyday is a planned day, regardless if it is a bad day...
Without acceptance, we are doomed to struggle against the past. Acceptance does not require agreement.

For example, I can't change that my grandfather is dead, but I can accept it and move on with life. Because a life is partly determined by choices we make every single moment, and partly pa chance events that define our environment in which we live and with which we interact.

Even if we say we can decide not to make any choice or plan, that is still a choice, and a plan. Planned how? I plan everyday to do the right thing, full knowing I'll do the wrong thing somewhere along the line. You can't perfectly plan everyday, there are just too many things that can go wrong. A general idea of what you want done or to do is possible. Therefore making a bad day a planned one, just wasn't expected to go that way in the end.What is good? I don't want to be your number one, I want to be your ONLY one.





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