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That is a sad reality. Not that I can say it's much worse than my own. I recently had a frightening epiphany myself the other day. I was feeling genuine emotion, and although it was only one of them, (anxiety), I could clearly tell that it was the first time I had been feeling anything for at least 4 years, and I hadn’t even noticed. I haven’t felt anything since then, and I now know that whatever I think I feel in public is a definite mask. I am mortified of two things: the unknown, and my emotions. I will often deny both of their existences. Good luck, friend. what do you mean that you cannot feel? Cannot feel what? If what you're saying is that you're an emotionless robot, no. That's not good. Seems I'm one myself. It comes when you've got so hurt in the past that you close your emotions and can't trust people. The way to get over it is hypnotherapy (1 to 3 sessions and you're done). I mean it - don't waste time and money in psychologists or psychiatrists. They WON'T solve anything. Or if you want, try them until you're sick of never getting full release of the problem. THEN go to a hypnotist to solve it. It is normal to like the adrenalin rush. Threshold for it is different with each person, but for you it seems to be related with life threatening situations. The closer you are to death, the more you feel alive. You simply seem to be an adrenaline junkie. I don't want to die, but I don't feel. Quite literally, the only time that I get the slightest tinge is when I put my life in danger. Is this normal?