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Am I depressed?!?
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Part 3
Like I've said before I don't use the word depressed as a word to define what I feel. I don't because I don't want to label myself as depressed when I know someone is having a harder time than me. I don't want to put myself in that category because it's overused. If I where to put myself in that category it would be the same as calling for attention. That not what I want. I want to know if I need to talk to someone. I need to know if what I'm feeling if serious so that I can find help. Part 2
During these episodes, I find it hard to enjoy anything. I also can't walk into crowds. I have slight anxiety but during these times when I walk into groups of people or walk down a hallway. I feel eyes on me and I could hear whispers. I know that these whispers can't really, I know it's my find bashing me down. I know it's what I believe others think of me. It's what I sometimes believe of myself. During these episodes, I also get very agitated and angry because of how sad I feel. This is part 2.
I've recently told my friend of what I was going through. I was in one of my episodes and felt needy for some sort of comfort. We were alone and I really needed some sort of love. I find it really hard to tell people how I feel, as well as letting them see me cry. I don't want them to pity me when I know they won't fully understand what I'm feeling. Ad I'm writing this I know some if not all people won't understand how I'm feeling. I know that some people will call me stupid. -AI've never considered my self as depressed because I don't think that word defines me or what I'm feeling. I do get overly sad about certain things and I find it hard to tell people what I'm going through. Because of this, I tend to keep things to my self. When I do feel overly sad I tend to lose interest in everything. For example, my favorite songs aren't enjoyable anymore or food just tastes bland. This usually happens in episodes and doesn't happen frequently(part 1 I'll be writing in parts)Am I depressed?!?
