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Where do I go. Where do I go when responsibility takes over. What do I do. What is my course. Do I abandon everything do I forge ahead. Or do I become something new and fresh. Something forged from pure effort. Or do I just disappear.

I want my words back...I've lost the words to speak. So often does this occur, like an unbidden hibernation. Where do I go. Where does this person go. Me myself I. Work, relationships, duty, responsibility. I don't want to care about them. I want to disappear. I want to become nothing and in my stead I want my world to expand. I want to create something so magnificent and fascinating it will envelope the world. Words... a message to my future self